My last letter, a blood stained page.
Ripped from my book, my book of life.
Held my course, but no shore availed.
Lost and hurt, as darkness prevailed.
I feed the beast, then killed it.
But the marks it left, I couldn't run.
No one truly listens, no one understands.
So here alone, I thread the last strands.
Sick today,
More like again.
Such as before,
No problem.
In her web,
I've fallen in.
Another line done,
No problem.
Back off,
Leave me be.
Please not again,
I have a problem.
He silenced his voice,
Now mine may be heard.
Still none could imagine,
What really occurred.
Know that we are one,
Two roses on one stem.
If you gaze into our eyes,
You'll drown in them.
The split has been sealed,
Our paths have converged.
Two have become one,
Together we have merged.
Though silenced is his voice,
He still reigns in his keep.
But now I'm free to live,
For I've risen from the deep.
I feel a sense of wholeness that I didn't before.
Through trial I've become something more.
The split deep within has since then merged.
In this new form my demons have been purged.
It's good to welcome the two sides together.
What great storms we shall be able to weather.
Peace has been made and our lives saved.
And with this great strife has been staved.
I Shall Carry These Scars by Lonely-Poet, literature
Literature
I Shall Carry These Scars
I turned my life on a dime,
And thankfully just in time.
The riddle has been solved,
My troubles are now dissolved.
I return to fortitude and form,
As I have survived the storm.
Forever I shall carry these scars,
But no longer am I behind bars.
Now I am so much stronger,
Demons torment me no longer.
I made a choice,
A choice within my heart.
Sorry my friend,
Until death may we part.
I fell willingly,
Submission take me sweetly.
Sorry my friend,
Watch me die discreetly.
I had nothing left,
Heal not while over fire.
Sorry my friend,
But this is now my desire.
I made a mistake,
A mistake within my heart.
Sorry my friend,
Through death I now depart.
Beaming as the days pass,
Poison within my glass.
Body trembling every moment,
Powdery rocks bar my atonement.
I survived your previous attempt,
But still from you I am not exempt.
Darkness my relentless slaver,
With you peace I shall not savor.
It looks like you've won at last,
My sanity left to die with the past.
I used to believe one day I'd be free,
But it looks like it's just you and me.
Addict, addict, so dramatic,
Had your fun now come undone!
Loser, loser, such a boozer,
Drinks and pills to get your thrills!
User, user, self-abuser,
Now you cry but soon you'll die!
Eyes fluttering,
Soon to close.
Body shivering,
Death I chose.
Lips quivering,
Decay to taste.
Blood dripping,
What a waste.
Hands shaking,
Nothing to grip.
Poison coursing,
Needle tip.
Life fleeting,
Soon to cease.
Thoughts slowing,
Rest in peace.
Hope dying,
Tears to cry.
Eyes closing,
Last Lullaby
My last letter, a blood stained page.
Ripped from my book, my book of life.
Held my course, but no shore availed.
Lost and hurt, as darkness prevailed.
I feed the beast, then killed it.
But the marks it left, I couldn't run.
No one truly listens, no one understands.
So here alone, I thread the last strands.
Sick today,
More like again.
Such as before,
No problem.
In her web,
I've fallen in.
Another line done,
No problem.
Back off,
Leave me be.
Please not again,
I have a problem.
He silenced his voice,
Now mine may be heard.
Still none could imagine,
What really occurred.
Know that we are one,
Two roses on one stem.
If you gaze into our eyes,
You'll drown in them.
The split has been sealed,
Our paths have converged.
Two have become one,
Together we have merged.
Though silenced is his voice,
He still reigns in his keep.
But now I'm free to live,
For I've risen from the deep.
I feel a sense of wholeness that I didn't before.
Through trial I've become something more.
The split deep within has since then merged.
In this new form my demons have been purged.
It's good to welcome the two sides together.
What great storms we shall be able to weather.
Peace has been made and our lives saved.
And with this great strife has been staved.
I Shall Carry These Scars by Lonely-Poet, literature
Literature
I Shall Carry These Scars
I turned my life on a dime,
And thankfully just in time.
The riddle has been solved,
My troubles are now dissolved.
I return to fortitude and form,
As I have survived the storm.
Forever I shall carry these scars,
But no longer am I behind bars.
Now I am so much stronger,
Demons torment me no longer.
I made a choice,
A choice within my heart.
Sorry my friend,
Until death may we part.
I fell willingly,
Submission take me sweetly.
Sorry my friend,
Watch me die discreetly.
I had nothing left,
Heal not while over fire.
Sorry my friend,
But this is now my desire.
I made a mistake,
A mistake within my heart.
Sorry my friend,
Through death I now depart.
Beaming as the days pass,
Poison within my glass.
Body trembling every moment,
Powdery rocks bar my atonement.
I survived your previous attempt,
But still from you I am not exempt.
Darkness my relentless slaver,
With you peace I shall not savor.
It looks like you've won at last,
My sanity left to die with the past.
I used to believe one day I'd be free,
But it looks like it's just you and me.
Addict, addict, so dramatic,
Had your fun now come undone!
Loser, loser, such a boozer,
Drinks and pills to get your thrills!
User, user, self-abuser,
Now you cry but soon you'll die!
Eyes fluttering,
Soon to close.
Body shivering,
Death I chose.
Lips quivering,
Decay to taste.
Blood dripping,
What a waste.
Hands shaking,
Nothing to grip.
Poison coursing,
Needle tip.
Life fleeting,
Soon to cease.
Thoughts slowing,
Rest in peace.
Hope dying,
Tears to cry.
Eyes closing,
Last Lullaby
Eyes fluttering,
Soon to close.
Body shivering,
Death I chose.
Lips quivering,
Decay to taste.
Blood dripping,
What a waste.
Hands shaking,
Nothing to grip.
Poison coursing,
Needle tip.
Life fleeting,
Soon to cease.
Thoughts slowing,
Rest in peace.
Hope dying,
Tears to cry.
Eyes closing,
Last Lullaby
Thank you so much for adding me to your deviant watch. I only hope that you will not be disappointed. I hope that it brings you as much pleasure as yours does to me.